I just want to cry.

I've seen through the falsenes of reality. I no longer feel a need to sleep.
Sleep is wasted time, yet time is relative.

Time is everything to me, so i can no longer afford to waste a second of it.

Love this whole, being able to smoke at home thing.
Fat panic attack kicks in, go smoke it away.
ah

Feel unusually good, considering.

Hurray!

I am sure once i get to work my mood will plummet again, but yey

Drugs are bad :3

I wish, just once, that something good would happen to ME.

I just done something quite stupid, that im not proud of :)
yay....

lol new years was awesome

Usually try to talk to friends, but i wouldnt call it a solid network, stressful having someone not talk back when im in a bad state :p

And i reckon im best online, never really get a moment in person to talk about troubles.

Today has been one of those days.
Patch day tomorrow and i really cant be arsed going in work. But i have to.

Everyone seems to be ignoring me, which kinda sucks based on how i was last night, so ive been overloading myself lots :/

Must have drank a tonne of sugar, and im about to eat loads of pepper and salt.